Making Room for a New Ending
What becomes possible when we choose forgiveness?
Love,
Last night the Lord led me to the book of Philemon, and I felt God reminding me of the power of forgiveness. Because it’s forgiveness that frees our hearts and opens the door for a new ending to be written.
This afternoon I listened to a podcast on the hidden dangers of being pregnant in America. And I was reflecting on encouraging women to consider home births, which I’m quite passionate about. I believe God designed the birthing process in a specific way, and sometimes modern medicine can interfere when it’s not needed. There’s a real need for more education and resources on this option to help women make informed choices.
In the next letter I plan to share (I’m just waiting on God for the right timing), I talk about some of my convictions regarding IVF, egg and embryo freezing, surrogacy, artificial wombs, and the industry around birth.
Science can be helpful, but having a child isn’t just a physical or medical thing. It’s tied to God’s timing and His purpose. He is the one who opens and closes the womb. Children aren’t something we create on demand. They’re gifts He gives. And while there’s nothing wrong with seeking medical help, I think it’s important to let God guide the way we think about it, because life is always in His hands.
We went to a birthday party this evening. The boys had a lot of fun with the other kids, and it was a nice chance to meet some new people on the island. Someone brought their dog, and our oldest told me how happy he is that he’s getting over his fear of dogs. He’s still careful, but he’s doing so much better. His teacher brings her sweet yellow lab to class every day, and I think that’s helped him a lot.
The name Catherine was highlighted to me today, but I’m not sure why.
This past year has been quite a journey. I feel like I’ve been on high alert for so long, trying to anticipate any potential threats, and it’s left me feeling pretty worn down. The last few months especially have been stressful, and I haven’t been eating, sleeping, or exercising the way I need to. I really need to take better care of myself, so I’m going to start making that a priority.
I pray you’re able to take some time to rest and care for yourself too — mind, body, and soul. And I pray you feel released from what’s behind you so you can step toward the beautiful things God has prepared ahead.
With love, Jeanie
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.” — Proverbs 3:5-6